Tag: philosophy of mind

  • From Altered to Expansive: Reframing Consciousness

    From Altered to Expansive: Reframing Consciousness

    When you start exploring states of consciousness that go beyond everyday awareness, you’ll find yourself navigating a landscape of language – altered, non-ordinary, expanded, expansive – and at first, they all seem to be talking about the same thing.

    As I began studying consciousness more deeply, I realized how nuanced this language can ne. These words are often used interchangeably, but each one carries its own energy, its own history – and that matters. The language we use doesn’t just describe our experiences; it shapes how we interpret them and how open we are to their potential. And in a field as personal as consciousness, that distinction becomes more than just semantics – it becomes sacred. The language we use can either limit or liberate our understanding.

    The term altered states of consciousness was first introduced in the 1960s by psychiatrist Arnold Ludwig. He defined it as any mental state that significantly deviates from what we’d consider normal, alert, waking consciousness—whether that’s through psychological shifts, physical conditions, substances, or spontaneous experiences. It’s a broad definition, and intentionally so. It includes everything from deeply transcendent mystical experiences to states caused by physiological illness or psychological distress.

    But this term – altered – often carries a subtle negative undertone. It implies that something has changed in a way that feels unnatural or distorted, rather than simply different. And that implication matters, especially when talking about states that, for many people, can be deeply healing, expansive, and transformative.

    Stanislav Grof, one of the most influential figures in transpersonal psychology, later introduced the term non-ordinary states of consciousness as an alternative. It was a step in a better direction – softening some of the negative connotation that altered often implies. Grof noted that altered can sound like a deviation from health or wholeness, whereas non-ordinary feels more neutral. But even this term is still somewhat vague. It tells us that something is different, but not whether that difference is helpful, healing, disorienting, or divine. Accordingly, it still does not fully express the positive, expansive potential that many of these states hold.

    That’s why I often gravitate toward terms like expanded or expansive consciousness—language that reflects the potential these states hold. Grof referred to these specific experiences as holotropic states, meaning “oriented toward wholeness.” These are the states that help us remember who we are beneath the surface. They connect us to something greater and allow us to experience life with a renewed sense of depth, clarity, and meaning.

    These states don’t just alter our awareness—they open it. They create space to explore, to reconnect, and to transform. And in that way, the words we use to describe them aren’t just labels, but instead shape how we relate to these experiences whether we see them as disorienting or as doorways to deeper truth.

    In my own experience, I’ve come to know these states of consciousness not as altered or non-ordinary, but as deeply expansive. They don’t feel like a distortion of reality or a departure from self, but rather a returning – an unfolding into something more whole. These states do not always require external substances or extreme circumstances to access. Often, they arise by turning inward, through meditation, mindfulness, stillness, or simply being present,

    In these moments of quiet awareness, I feel a profound sense of connection. I become acutely aware of my humanness, yet at the same time feel myself stretching beyond it. I feel connected to my own self, to this vessel that my soul resides in, to the emotions moving through me, to those I love, and also beyond to something vast and universal. It’s not a stepping away from reality, but a widening of it. A soft dissolving of boundaries. A gentle transcendence of the personal to the transpersonal.

    This connection of not something non-ordinary, but rather an innate characteristic of existence itself. In these states, I’m not escaping who I am in an alternate reality, but rather I am expanding into the fullness of what I already am.

    These moments of expansion may look different for everyone—sometimes quiet and subtle, other times overwhelming in their magnitude—but they often carry a shared quality: a sense of remembering something we’ve always known.

    So I invite you to turn inward and reflect: When have I felt my awareness expand beyond the ordinary? What did it feel like in my body, my mind, my heart? And what, if anything, did I connect to in that space beyond myself?

    Allow this to be a space of gentle remembering—not to analyze, but to feel into the edges of what’s already within you.

    References

    Grof, S. (2019). The way of the psychonaut: Encyclopedia for inner journeys (Volume One). MAPS.

  • Opening the Door to Awareness: An Invitation

    Opening the Door to Awareness: An Invitation

    Hi friends! I am so happy that you are here to join me on this exploration of consciousness and journey of self-discovery.

    I have often struggled with the question of who I am. If you are here, I imagine you have faced the a similar struggle.

    I spent much of my life searching for a sense of belonging, attempting to define myself through interests and hobbies, traits and characteristics. But with so many seemingly conflicting facets of my identity, I often felt lost – like I had to choose one path while hiding the other parts of myself. I shaped myself to it into expectations, showcasing only the parts that aligned with stereotypes and societal standards, while quietly suppressing the aspects that didn’t.

    This search for identity ultimately led me inward. As I turned my gaze towards the depths of my own being, I found not just myself, but bigger questions – about reality, purpose, potential, and the very nature of existence. These questions led me to consciousness.

    I came across the book Acid Test by ­­­­­­­­Tom Shroder, which explores the therapeutic potential of psychedelics in the treatment of PTSD. This book radically shifted my perspective, opening my mind to novel ideas about consciousness and the transformative potential of altered states. Inspired by this new insight, and I immersed myself in research on consciousness, psychedelics, psychology, physics, and transformation through altered states.  

    What began as curiosity grew into passion. Before I knew it, I had returned to school to explore these topics on a professional level. I am currently pursuing my PhD in Psychology, specializing in Consciousness, Spirituality, and Integrative Health. My research focuses on psychological transformation through non-ordinary states of consciousness, specifically those accessed by MDMA. Through this work, I have learned so much – not only about consciousness itself but also about the vast, often overlooked potential for healing, growth, and self-discovery that thee states can offer.  

    Through my own self-exploration, I have discovered that my identity was never defined by labels, roles, or definitions. The things I once clung to as the essence of “me” were never fixed at all. In releasing these attachments, I have come to see that my true Self – our true Self – is unbounded, not limited by external constructs, but rather an infinite consciousness. I am not these labels, definitions, thoughts, or experiences, but rather the one who is aware of them. At my core, I am pure awareness, pure consciousness – the observer. I am the Universe experiencing itself through the unique lens of my existence. And through this shared consciousness, we are all intrinsically connected.

    Threads of Consciousness is a space to dive deep into the nature of consciousness, exploring different states, ways to access them, and what they reveal about the true nature and infinite potential of the Self. Each post will include a journal prompt to encourage deeper reflection into the depths of Self and consciousness. This week, I invite you to reflect on the question: Who am I beyond my interests, roles, and labels? If I stripped away everything I’ve used to define myself, what remains? Feel free to share your thoughts in the comments or simply use this as a personal journal prompt to deepen your own self-exploration.

    I hope that by joining me on this journey, you, too, may begin to unravel the threads of your own consciousness.

    Welcome!