Threads of Consciousness

Tag: philosophy of miind

  • Psychedelics and the Path to Expansion: Catalysts of Consciousness

    Psychedelics and the Path to Expansion: Catalysts of Consciousness

    Throughout history, humans have turned to sacred tools to shift awareness: ritual, breath, stillness, and sound. But among these technologies of the sacred, few have been as potent, or as controversial, as psychedelics.

    In both traditional and clinical settings, psychedelic substances have been used to induce non-ordinary states of consciousness that foster healing, insight, and transformation. While practices like meditation or breathwork often rely on personal rhythm and repetition over time, psychedelics act as catalysts, compressing what might otherwise take months of therapeutic work into a matter of hours. They can open the psyche in powerful ways, unveiling unconscious material, loosening rigid patterns, and allowing new ways of being to emerge.

    The word psychedelic itself comes from Greek – psyche, meaning “mind” or “soul,” and delos, meaning “to make visible.” And that’s exactly what these substances seem to do: they make the hidden parts of ourselves visible. They bring forth what has been buried, suppressed, or forgotten in order to process, resolve, and ultimately integrate.

    From ancient shamanic rituals to contemporary clinical trials, psychedelics have long been used as tools for transformation. Indigenous traditions around the world have used plant medicines like ayahuasca, peyote, and iboga in ceremonial contexts, viewing them not as drugs, but as sacred guides to deeper truths and spiritual healing.

    In the West, psychedelic research began in earnest in the mid-20th century. Early studies with LSD, psilocybin, and mescaline revealed the power of these substances to enhance creativity, alleviate anxiety and depression, and support individuals facing terminal illness. At their best, these experiences created space for people to reconnect with their core selves, release long-held emotional pain, and develop new insight into their lives.

    The golden era of psychedelic research was brief, however, as cultural backlash and political fear led to widespread criminalization and the halt of scientific exploration. But in recent years, we’ve seen a resurgence; a psychedelic renaissance driven by promising studies on the therapeutic potential of substances like psilocybin, LSD, MDMA, and ketamine.

    Today, psychedelic-assisted psychotherapy is showing extraordinary promise. When used with intention, preparation, and integration, psychedelics appear to activate what Michael Mithoefer calls the “inner healing intelligence” – a deep, innate capacity for psychological and spiritual healing. They help us to access the grief, shame, fear, or trauma that often live just beneath the surface of our everyday awareness, shaping our lives in unseen ways.

    Through this research and my own lived experience, I’ve come to understand these states not as distortions of reality, but as expansions of it. They allow us to step outside our everyday awareness and touch something deeper, more whole. In my own journey, these states have helped me begin to see my true self. For so long, I defined myself solely as the human ‘me’ walking the earth, full of fear, grief, and shame. I have held onto those feelings, mistaking them for who I was. However, in expansive moments of consciousness, I have come to understand that I am so much more.

    I am expansive. I am love.

    I have seen how my soul radiates far beyond the limits of my physical body, connected to everything around me. I am no longer the fear and pain that I once held so tightly, but rather a vessel of love, interwoven with all of life. Such experiences have been truly transformational, allowing for a shift in perspective and in my interactions with the world. They’ve altered the way I see myself and the way in which I move through the world.

    Psychedelic experiences don’t always show you something new; more often, they reveal what was already within. Sometimes that’s pain, waiting to be felt. Sometimes its insight, whispering beneath the noise. And sometimes, it’s a part of yourself you didn’t realize you’d forgotten.

    While psychedelics are not magic bullets – and they are certainly not for everyone – they can offer a powerful mirror. When held with care and intention, they reflect back what needs to be seen, felt, and healed. They offer us a glimpse at our true potential, our true self.

    It’s not just about what rises to the surface. The real healing happens when what emerges is met with compassion, understanding, and support, when it’s held in a space that allows for reprocessing, release, and integration.

    They are not the path themselves, but they can help us remember that the path was within us all along.

    These experiences, whether held in memory or still unfolding, invite us to keep listening inward. Even without the use of psychedelics, we all carry the capacity to tune into what’s beneath the surface. Sometimes all it takes is a question asked with honesty and openness.

    So this week I invite you to reflect: If I saw myself not as a problem to fix, but as a vessel of love and possibility, how would that shit the way I move through the world? Whatever comes up, trust that its part of your unfolding.

    References

    Grof, S. (2019). The way of the psychonaut: Encyclopedia for inner journeys (Volume One).MAPS.

    Mithoefer, M. (2013). MDMA-assissted psychotherapy: How different is it from other psychotherapy? In R. Doblin & B.Burge (Eds.), Manifesting minds: A review of psychedelics in science, medicine, sex, and spirituality (pp. 125-135). MAPS.

    Otso, D. (2006). Altered states: Buddhism and psychedelic spirituality in America. Columbia University Press.

    Pollan, M. (2018). How to change your mind: What the new science of psychedelics teaches us about consciousness, dying, addiction, depression, and transcendence. Penguin Press.

  • Technologies of the Sacred: Tools for Expansion

    Technologies of the Sacred: Tools for Expansion

    I’ve always been drawn to the edges of awareness, the places where the ordinary gives way to something deeper and the familiar opens up to something more meaningful. In my own journey, I’ve found that certain practices, whether it’s meditation, breathwork, or even intentional stillness, have opened me in ways I couldn’t have predicted. These moments don’t feel like I’m escaping reality; they feel like I’m expanding into it.

    As I’ve studied these states more deeply, I’ve come to see they’re far from new. They’re ancient. Sacred. Across time and culture, humans have always sought ways to shift consciousness, not just to feel differently, but to remember more deeply who and what we truly are.

    Whether the goal was healing, transformation, or a deeper connection with the divine, people have developed powerful practices to shift consciousness. These techniques often engage our senses as portals into expanded states of being, such as chanting, drumming, dancing, fasting, music, movement, meditation, breathwork, and yoga. Each of these has been used to transcend ordinary perception and open a doorway into something deeper.

    You can find these methods woven throughout spiritual traditions around the world, including Buddhism, Hinduism, Christianity, Judaism, Islam, and Taoism. Each holds practices designed to awaken and expand the mind. But long before organized religion, shamanic traditions around the globe were already using these “technologies of the sacred” to heal, connect, and guide.

    Shamanism is often considered the oldest spiritual and healing practice in the world. Despite cultural differences, shamans across continents have shared a remarkable understanding of how to access and navigate non-ordinary realms. In these states, reality is experienced as layered, alive, and deeply interconnected. Shamans have long used these altered states of consciousness as tools for healing – guiding others through emotional, physical, and spiritual transformation.

    So why does this matter for us now?

    Engaging with these ancient practices can help us break free from habitual patterns of thinking and being. They offer a way to step outside the default mode of consciousness – the everyday loop of thoughts, roles, and reactions – and glimpse something greater. In these expanded states, many people report a profound sense of connection: to themselves, to others, to nature, and often, to all of existence.

    Stanislav Grof, a pioneer in the study of non-ordinary states, described these experiences as gateways to “Cosmic Consciousness” – states that dissolve boundaries and reveal unity. He referred to the tools that lead us there as technologies of the sacred, because they allow us to cross from the mundane into the mystical.

    And yet, not all altered states are healing. Consciousness can also be disrupted by illness, trauma, or intoxication. The difference lies in the intention and context. When non-ordinary states are approached with care, purpose, and integration, they can become powerful vehicles for growth. Unlike pathological states, which can be disorienting or long-lasting, therapeutic journeys into altered consciousness are often short-lived and gently return us to baseline, though not without leaving something within us changed.

    In my own experience, I’ve come to know these states through several of the methods I’ve been studying. Most often, I’ve accessed them through meditation. In these meditative states, I’ve felt reality reveal itself as inherently interconnected. I feel connected to all things around me – even as I breathe, the world around me breathes too. That sense of unity has shifted the way I move through life, helping me step outside the automatic patterns of everyday awareness and glimpse something more true, more whole.

    Of course, integration isn’t always easy. Translating those expanded states into everyday life can be challenging. But even when the feeling fades, the memory remains, and it forms the foundation for ongoing transformation. As I continue to return to these states and integrate the insights learned, I can see the subtle ways that transformation is unfolding in my everyday life too.

    These states are not about escaping reality. They’re about expanding it. They show us what’s possible when we release our usual patterns of awareness, shifting our perspectives, allowing us to remember what it feels like to be whole.

    These ancient tools and expanded states invite us to explore not only the vastness of consciousness but also the sacredness of our own inner world. You don’t need a dramatic experience to begin, but rather a willingness to listen inward, and to notice what shifts when you soften into presence.

    So this week, I invite you to reflect: Have I ever experienced a moment that felt like more than ordinary awareness? What brought me there and what did it reveal about myself or the world around me?

    Let this be an exploration of experience. You might find that these “technologies of the sacred” have been touching your life in quiet ways all along.

    References

    Grof, S. (2019). The way of the psychonaut: Encyclopedia for inner journeys (Volume One). MAPS.

    Richards, W.A. (2016). Sacred knowledge: Psychedelics and religious experiences. Columbia University Press

  • Beyond the Mind: Exploring the Mystery of Consciousness

    Beyond the Mind: Exploring the Mystery of Consciousness

    An exploration into consciousness typical begins with the simple question: What is consciousness? However, this question is not as simple as it seems. In fact, the more you think about it, the more complex it becomes. What exactly is consciousness? Where does it come from? Despite centuries of thought and research, we still don’t have a clear answer.

    The concept of consciousness is often presented as a “mystery.” Most mainstream theories about consciousness come from materialism – the idea that matter makes up everything, including consciousness (Grof, 2019; Barušs & Mossbridge, 2017). Other theories come from neuroscience, which claims that consciousness is a product of brain activity. While these might explain everyday experiences, they fall short when we consider anomalous phenomena, or the unusual aspects of consciousness.

    Experiences like remote viewing, out-of-body experiences, lucid dreaming, and hallucinations do not neatly fit into the materialist or neuroscientific frameworks. These “anomalous phenomena” push the boundaries of what we think of as ordinary consciousness. In fact, they support the survival hypothesis, which claims that consciousness continues after death (Barušs & Mossbridge, 2017). Even though many people have reported these kinds of anomalous experiences, they’re often dismissed as peculiar, strange, or unlikely. But the fact that so many people have them suggests that there is more to consciousness than our current theories explain, requiring a new framework.

    Consciousness and the Illusion of Time and Space

    In our ordinary, waking state of consciousness, we as humans feel bound by time and space. We experience life as moving through time – from past to present to future – in a steady, linear progression. We remember the past and anticipate or fantasize about the future while existing only in the present moment. Our sense of reality feels tied to both time and space in this way.

    But when we step outside of ordinary consciousness, we experience a transcendence of time and space. In altered or nonordinary states of consciousness, people describe feeling untethered from time and space, reporting experiences of timelessness where past, present, and future are all equally accessible (Barušs & Mossbridge, 2017; Grof, 2019). Similarly, they often describe a sense of being both “everywhere and nowhere” at the same time (Richards, 2016). For example, in out-of-body experiences, consciousness operates outside of the physical body, capable of accessing any spatial position in the world (Grof, 2019). Perhaps, then, time and space are illusions of ordinary states of consciousness, and we are not bound by these dimensions after all. If we can step outside of time and space in nonordinary states of consciousness, does that mean time and space are just constructs of the mind? Are they only part of our ordinary experience – not an inherent truth about reality?

    Expanding Our Understanding of Consciousness

    Consciousness is difficult to define, as it is so vast and complex. Traditional theories claim that it’s tied to brain activity (Grof, 2019; Barušs & Mossbridge, 2017; Richards, 2016), which would limit our experiences of consciousness to ordinary states bound by time, space, and the body.

    But if that were true, how do we explain the propound and often life-changing insights that come from nonordinary states? Grof (2019) suggests that in ordinary states, “we use only a small fraction of our perceptual and experiential potential and are not aware of the full extent of our being” (p. 4). When we enter altered states, we may be glimpsing a deeper, more expansive reality that extends beyond the physical body and even beyond death (Barušs & Mossbridge, 2017). If consciousness isn’t limited to the brain, maybe it’s not limited by time and space either. These anomalous experiences could be pointing us toward a bigger picture – one where consciousness is timeless, boundless, and ultimately interconnected.

    As you reelect on these ideas, I invite you to explore your own experiences with time, space, and consciousness through this week’s prompt: Think about a time when you experienced a shift in your sense of time or space – maybe a moment when time seemed to slow down, speed up, or even disappear altogether. What did it feel like? Did it change your sense of reality or give you any new insights?

    Now imagine that time and space are just constructs of the mind. If you weren’t bound by them, how might your understanding of yourself and the world change? What would it mean for your sense of connection to others and the universe?

    References

    Barušs, I. & Mossbridge, J. (2017). Transcendent mind: Rethinking the science of consciousness. American Psychological Association.

    Grof, S. (2019). The way of the psychonaut: Encyclopedia for inner journeys (Volume One). MAPS.

    Richards, W.A. (2016). Sacred knowledge: Psychedelics and religious experiences. Columbia University Press

       

  • Opening the Door to Awareness: An Invitation

    Opening the Door to Awareness: An Invitation

    Hi friends! I am so happy that you are here to join me on this exploration of consciousness and journey of self-discovery.

    I have often struggled with the question of who I am. If you are here, I imagine you have faced the a similar struggle.

    I spent much of my life searching for a sense of belonging, attempting to define myself through interests and hobbies, traits and characteristics. But with so many seemingly conflicting facets of my identity, I often felt lost – like I had to choose one path while hiding the other parts of myself. I shaped myself to it into expectations, showcasing only the parts that aligned with stereotypes and societal standards, while quietly suppressing the aspects that didn’t.

    This search for identity ultimately led me inward. As I turned my gaze towards the depths of my own being, I found not just myself, but bigger questions – about reality, purpose, potential, and the very nature of existence. These questions led me to consciousness.

    I came across the book Acid Test by ­­­­­­­­Tom Shroder, which explores the therapeutic potential of psychedelics in the treatment of PTSD. This book radically shifted my perspective, opening my mind to novel ideas about consciousness and the transformative potential of altered states. Inspired by this new insight, and I immersed myself in research on consciousness, psychedelics, psychology, physics, and transformation through altered states.  

    What began as curiosity grew into passion. Before I knew it, I had returned to school to explore these topics on a professional level. I am currently pursuing my PhD in Psychology, specializing in Consciousness, Spirituality, and Integrative Health. My research focuses on psychological transformation through non-ordinary states of consciousness, specifically those accessed by MDMA. Through this work, I have learned so much – not only about consciousness itself but also about the vast, often overlooked potential for healing, growth, and self-discovery that thee states can offer.  

    Through my own self-exploration, I have discovered that my identity was never defined by labels, roles, or definitions. The things I once clung to as the essence of “me” were never fixed at all. In releasing these attachments, I have come to see that my true Self – our true Self – is unbounded, not limited by external constructs, but rather an infinite consciousness. I am not these labels, definitions, thoughts, or experiences, but rather the one who is aware of them. At my core, I am pure awareness, pure consciousness – the observer. I am the Universe experiencing itself through the unique lens of my existence. And through this shared consciousness, we are all intrinsically connected.

    Threads of Consciousness is a space to dive deep into the nature of consciousness, exploring different states, ways to access them, and what they reveal about the true nature and infinite potential of the Self. Each post will include a journal prompt to encourage deeper reflection into the depths of Self and consciousness. This week, I invite you to reflect on the question: Who am I beyond my interests, roles, and labels? If I stripped away everything I’ve used to define myself, what remains? Feel free to share your thoughts in the comments or simply use this as a personal journal prompt to deepen your own self-exploration.

    I hope that by joining me on this journey, you, too, may begin to unravel the threads of your own consciousness.

    Welcome!